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Sorry, I was going to add that I have an issue with envy and gossip. I can’t not spread gossip. and yes, being with him destroys every other relationship I have. God included because he doesnt give me time to pray ever and hes not even a Christian anymore.
Overcoming it starts small. First you have to make aware to yourself when you are spreading gossip, the next step is to try to stop yourself once you realize what you are doing. It’s not going to be easy at first, but the more you do it, the more it will become a habit.
Have you thought about just breaking up with Him and praying for Him? Is the relationship even worth it for you if you can’t grow in your other relationships including God’s?
Confess your own confession at communionwithjesus.wordpress.com/confessions/